The End of Being Two Halves

[00:00:00] Welcome to Soul Alive Radio. This is where your spiritual intelligence is amplified, your spiritual gifts are activated, and your higher self gets the mic. When you live in full energetic alignment, your current ceiling becomes your floor. It’s time to be soul alive. Hey ho, dear ones. Today, we’re gonna be diving into the end of being two halves because for a long time, we could get away with being two versions of ourselves.

[00:00:40] There was the 3D version that we would take to our nine-to-five jobs and with our families that were less spiritual, and it would be very facts-based, evidence-based. We wouldn’t talk about our astrology or our spiritual gifts or our conversations with our spirit guides or what was really true and deep and meaningful.

[00:01:05] We wouldn’t talk about how there are forces on the planet that are trying to thwart lightworkers and thwart our truth. We wouldn’t talk about all the things coming from our heart because we were worried about how people would perceive us. And as part of that, we were in the incarnation cross and have been in the cross of planning, and that’s all about being inside systems, structures, institutions, family units in order to survive.

[00:01:43] And as part of that survival, we need to be a certain way and say certain things to fit in, and if we didn’t, we would not survive. And certainly, when you look back a few hundred years, that was, in many cases, true. Well, we are now evolving to a point where we don’t need these systems and structures to survive, and that cross is crumbling away and making room for our next incarnation cross collectively, and that is of the Sleeping Phoenix, which you may have heard me talking a lot about.

[00:02:27] But one aspect I haven’t really shared yet is how in the Sleeping Phoenix era, we’re relying less on systems, institutions, structures, and more on our individual authority, our sovereignty, and our authenticity. And to really do that- We can’t show up as a half of ourselves. We have to just be one whole, one whole version of our 5D spiritual authentic self.

[00:03:09] But this showing up as our whole selves, it’s not gonna happen overnight because we’ve all been operating as these two halves for a very, very long time, and it has worked. There was a time where this made sense. It protected your beliefs. You kept the peace. You stayed relatable. That was the cross of planning energy.

[00:03:36] But the energy now is exposing the gap. The cost of splitting yourself is actually getting heavier. So it’s actually gonna stop working altogether to start showing up as two different versions of ourselves. Now, some of you may already be there, where you’re in environments and around people where you just show up as your authentic, true spiritual self.

[00:04:09] And if that’s you, you’re really a leader in this effort to move from two halves to the whole. And you might wanna think about talking about this in your work, how you’re already in this energy. I’m a super, super spiritual person, and I can safely say I am not. I still show up as two halves depending on the environment I’m in.

[00:04:37] So– But I can also see that that’s slowly but surely not working for me anymore, and I’m gonna have to start shifting out of being two halves or being three-quarters, one quarter, or whatever the split is, and into the one whole. But let’s talk about what one whole actually means. And there is an important nuance.

[00:05:06] Showing up as your true, authentic, whole self isn’t about preaching to others that they need to believe what you believe, and it’s not about holding back. So when you’re in an environment where you know there aren’t a lot of spiritual people and you’re spiritual people, it’s not about just sitting there silently and not contributing.

[00:05:32] It really is about finding that balance. You don’t need to convince, and you also don’t need to hide. And I’ll give you a real-life example of that. I’ll bring my brother in, who I adore. We have a great relationship. I call him the devout atheist. He is very atheist, and he doesn’t like things like human design or astrology.

[00:05:56] He really can’t stand anything that derives from your date and time of birth, and, you know, all the things I teach, like, he just doesn’t buy. He’s very grounded in the 3D. He needs to see it to believe it, and in the spiritual discourse, you really need to believe it to see it. So what do I do when I’m in his presence?

[00:06:21] Do I harp at him to, um, believe these things that I believe? No. Do I loudly talk about what I believe and, you know, really bring it strongly into the conversation? No. Do I hide myself and just not talk about it at all, which is what my default position has been, just to cut that part of myself out and just show up as my 3D self?

[00:06:51] No. But I just find that when I’m showing up as a whole with someone who doesn’t believe all the things that I believe are even close, I find the flow. I find the balance. And I just kinda notice when there’s a time to share something I believe, this is my belief, my worldview, and when there’s time to just not and let it go.

[00:07:21] I find that there’s this beautiful balance I can play of the whole time I’m with him, I’m my true, authentic self, and sometimes I’m sharing beliefs that I know he doesn’t believe in, but not in a preachy way, in a this is my perspective way. This is how I see it. And not saying, “Also, I know you don’t believe this.

[00:07:46] I know you don’t align to this, but this is how I believe.” Not introducing any of those statements that either can be very passive or aggressive or passive-aggressive, but finding that more assertive way to communicate, just sharing, “Well, this is how I see things.” But then kinda dropping in and knowing, well, sometimes I don’t need to share how I see things at all times, and just kind of feeling that nudge when it’s time to share and feeling that nudge when it’s not time to share.

[00:08:21] And also, as part of this becoming one whole, an important part of it is actually carving out your communities, being in those places where you are with like-minded folks, so you don’t have to play that dance of sharing, not sharing, being in the flow, but knowing- That you’re safe, and you’re with like-minded folks, and you can just share whatever is coming from your heart or whatever’s on your mind.

[00:08:55] So this is an important time to really cultivate and recultivate your communities. Because Sleeping Phoenix era doesn’t mean there is no more systems. It’s gonna be a more bespoke way of being in community and being in relationship to each other. And I see it having two characteristics. And the first characteristic of Sleeping Phoenix community is gonna be very local.

[00:09:26] I think we’re gonna move to very local, organic, grassroots communities that we fit into that’s really rooted into what’s happening and what’s in service of the community. So the national capital won’t be jutting in and telling the community what to do or how to live or how to be, but the community will be deciding that for itself.

[00:09:55] I really believe that’s the model we’re moving to. So you’ll be able to find your people and your networks in your community. And if you’re in a community now where you feel like you’re so different and that’s so impossible, you may wanna ask your higher self, “Am I being called to relocate?” And I really believe as part of Sleeping Phoenix era, there’s gonna be a lot of relationship change-ups.

[00:10:22] We might see an increase in the percentage of divorces, and there’s gonna be a lot of people moving to new geographic locations and new communities where they can really fit in and thrive with like-minded people around them. Secondly, as part of Sleeping Phoenix era community, I think our online networks are gonna get more robust and more bespoke, so we can really connect into people who are a real true match to our energy, our challenges, and our dreams.

[00:10:59] So the communities that we plug into virtually, you know, we’re one mosaic tile of the whole community, of the whole online space, and all the tiles coming together creates this beautiful mosaic of people who are just an energetic match with one another. So we are moving into, in the next era, communities and community structures that support us more and that support us being independent and sovereign and showing up as one whole authentic spiritual being having a human experience.

[00:11:41] Sometimes And as you flow to this energy of showing up as one whole, the shift can be subtle, but when you stop splitting, you will feel it. The people around you will feel it. Your audience will feel it. Your clients will feel it. You will become more steady, more grounded, more clear, and just more true to yourself.

[00:12:15] And ironically, and that showing up as the one whole is also going to be an absolute magnet to draw in the clients and the people that you are really here to serve. My invitation for you this week is to take a few deep belly breaths and ask the question, where am I still living as two halves? Where am I editing myself, shrinking myself, separating parts of who I am, depending on who is in front of me?

[00:12:54] This week, don’t try to prove anything. Don’t try to teach anyone. Just practice staying whole. Same energy, same truth, same connection to yourself, no matter who you’re with. That’s a wrap for this week. I appreciate you so much each and every week. And as always, may you be soul alive. If this episode stirred something deeper, you’ll find a link to book a Soul Blueprint Connection Call in the show notes.

00:00 Welcome to Soul Alive

00:24 Two Halves Problem

01:23 Planning to Phoenix

04:59 What Whole Means

05:43 Atheist Brother Example

08:21 Find Your Communities

09:21 Local and Online Networks

11:41 Stop Splitting Benefits

12:32 Weekly Wholeness Practice