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Faith isn’t the absence of doubt. It’s the willingness to keep listening even when doubt is present. What if your questions aren’t pulling you away from your spiritual path… but leading you deeper into it?
In this episode of Soul Alive Radio, I explore why a crisis of faith is a natural part of every spiritual awakening. I share why questioning your intuition doesn’t mean you’re off track, how past-life wounds can create doubt around your spiritual gifts, and why healing those wounds is the key to cultivating deeper trust in yourself and your Higher Self.
You’ll discover:
- Why doubt is a normal and necessary part of developing your spiritual gifts
- How past-life “witch wounds” can block your intuition and create fear around trusting yourself
- A simple practice to strengthen your connection with your Higher Self and build unshakable faith
Every question you ask can become a doorway to deeper trust. Your spiritual journey isn’t about eliminating doubt. It’s about healing your way back to faith.
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This Week’s Invitation
Ask yourself: Is there any part of my spiritual journey that’s still in doubt? Invite healing into that space, then open your heart to connect with the fairies and simply see what unfolds.
[00:00:00] Welcome to Soul Alive Radio. This is where your spiritual intelligence is amplified, your spiritual gifts are activated, and your higher self gets the mic. When you live in full energetic alignment, your current ceiling becomes your floor. It’s time to be soul alive
[00:00:23] Hey ho, dear ones. I have a super powerful episode to you today where we’re gonna be talking about crises of faith. And I recorded this entire episode, uh, a few days ago, and the whole episode just crashed. We’re now officially today, as I record this, it’s the first day of Mercury in retrograde. So I’ve had some crazy technology challenges the last couple weeks in the pre-Mercury retrograde energy, and I hope as we move into a full retrograde cycle, it’s not gonna get worse.
[00:01:00] So I’m gonna manifest that. It’s gonna be easeful, and any technology crashes happen for a reason. And I believe the episode I recorded on Friday, it’s today’s Monday, it just crashed in a very strange way, and I didn’t know until after the whole thing was recorded. And I had tested it a few times before I started.
[00:01:23] There was something else that wanted to come through. And when I was done recording that episode, I was like, “Dang, this is some good stuff,” but clearly, uh, the divine wants something else or in addition to come through. So the inspiration behind this episode, why a crisis of faith is part of your spiritual awakening, came to me from a Soul Blueprint student who actually said this to me.
[00:01:53] She used the words, “I think I’m e- I’m experiencing a crisis of faith.” And I thought it was a beautiful way she said it because I truly believe this is part of the light worker path. It’s not a detour. So have you ever wondered, what if I’m making this all up? What if I’m crazy? What if it’s not my higher self, and it’s just the voices of my head echoing through my brain?
[00:02:25] What if I can’t trust this? What if it’s all just a coincidence, a random coincidence, and it’s all just make-believe? You know, these questions aren’t random. They’re not here to annoy you. I think they’re pointing you to something really important if you’ve ever had them, and I believe we all have. And it’s part of the journey.
[00:02:55] You know, the divine never calls us to follow source and our higher self blindly. It calls us to Being a spiritual being, having a human experience, and going through an evolution whereby we get completely cut off from the divine because we come from the divine. We come as a soul in non-physical form, part of source, and then an aspect of our soul incarnates.
[00:03:31] You know, we still have our higher self, which is connected to source, but a piece of ourself incarnates into human form, puts on the human suit And when that happens, and especially on planet Earth, we move into something here that is called duality consciousness, where we don’t remember all of our past lifetimes.
[00:03:57] We don’t, most of us, don’t remember our soul curriculum, don’t remember the truth of who we really are. So we have to re-remember, and we go into this idea that we are human and we are physical, and that’s who we are. But at the same time, we know that we are of love and light, and we h- are, you know, connected to a higher self.
[00:04:23] So both things are true. Duality means two things are true at the same time that oppose each other. So yes, we are human having this separate human experience. Like, I can’t see through your eyes. I can’t see the world through your eyes. You can’t through mine. And yes, you and I are completely connected and one as part of source energy.
[00:04:48] In other star systems with a higher evolution of consciousness, they have something called unity consciousness, whereby people– You are having an individual experience, an incarnation, but it’s kind of more like the people of Avatar, if you remember that film, where everybody can communicate telepathically.
[00:05:12] They’re all connected. They remember their past lifetimes. They remember their soul curriculum. They remember and are fully activated in their spiritual gifts, and they’re more in a unity of each other and of higher self. There’s more of a oneness. Whilst here on Earth, it feels more random and more scattered and, like, we have to remind ourselves that we’re all connected.
[00:05:39] So why do we have to have these crises of faith as part of our spiritual awakening? And what do we do if we feel like we’re going through one, you know, an extended period of real doubt about your gifts, the divine, spirituality? Well, if you are feeling this energy of the crises of faith, the first thing to start do is questioning.
[00:06:08] Question, question, question. You know, I love to point people to yes/no questions. A place I love to guide people to start when they’re in this doubt energy Is deep breaths. You know, feel the doubt. Feel the disbelief. Feel whatever feels heavy or constricting or not good in the body. So if you’re feeling doubt, “I don’t know if I can trust my connection to my higher self,” feel that doubt.
[00:06:35] Bring that doubt up. Where do you feel that doubt physically in the body? Feel that physicality so that it can move through you and be released. And then take some deep breaths. Release that out. Go to your higher self by connecting to your heart space. Embody. Sink into your body as you deep breathe.
[00:07:01] Connect to higher self and ask your higher self this question: “Higher self, are we connected?” And just see if you feel a yes or a no. Start there. Are we connected? The next question you can ask, although maybe you don’t feel like you’re in that space, but if you feel curious about it, ask the question, “Higher self, do you love me?”
[00:07:30] Now, if you’re having a lot of feelings around not loving yourself, maybe you wouldn’t wanna start with that question or hold off on that question and start with, “Are we connected?” If you’re feeling a connection to your self-love, then ask your higher self, “Do you love me?” And what that does is it strengthens the love connection that we have to our higher self, to the divine, and that helps us to reignite our faith in the fact that we have these spiritual gifts.
[00:08:04] We are these spiritual beings. And just because we can’t see it physically doesn’t mean it’s not real. Because the physical paradigm of the 3D reality, of the third-dimensional reality, is you have to see it to believe it, and by seeing, you have to see it physically. You can’t see it as a clairvoyant vision.
[00:08:27] You have to see it physically. If you want to believe that there are fairies and there is the consciousness of the fairy, then you need to physically see a physical fairy flying around, and then there is proof fairies exist. But from a fifth-dimensional consciousness, from a non-physical consciousness perspective, and at our core, we are non-physical in nature.
[00:08:52] We have incarnated into a physical dimension and put on these human suits so that we can learn, grow, heal, and evolve. But at our core, the truth of who we are is non-physical. So we’re remembering by activating our spiritual gifts, which are a gift of senses, of seeing clairvoyantly, of hearing clairaudiently, right?
[00:09:16] So when we connect to the fairies and we see them, we see them in our mind’s eye. We are looking into the non-physical consciousness in the quantum field, and we’re seeing their existence. And that is true for anything that we wanna hear, see, know, sense, smell, taste, emotionally feel, physically touch. In the fifth dimension, we rely on the senses.
[00:09:43] And to do that, you have to believe it to see it. You have to believe that there is Of consciousness or there is the potential. You don’t have to be a hundred percent sure. None of us start out a hundred percent sure. The journey of faith is a journey, and none of us start at a hundred percent full believing in anything.
[00:10:09] So we start out with the question, could fairies exist? Could they be a non-physical frequency that one could connect to and communicate with? Maybe. Could I see them in my mind’s eye? Possibly. Asking the yes, no questions. Do they exist? I very much believe they do. I communicate with them often. Can I see them?
[00:10:31] Yes. I see them specifically. I can see them in my house. I am actually looking out my window and seeing them. I’m not seeing physical fairies. I wish I could. Wouldn’t that be cool? But I’m seeing them very clearly in a non-physical sense. They have wings. They have light around them. Um, they’re playful. They don’t like to connect to any human.
[00:10:58] They are here to protect Mother Earth and to help Earth heal and the animal life and animal beings on Earth. They choose not to connect to humans who don’t think about Earth and the animals. They choose to connect to humans that do, and they ask for our help in protecting Earth and the animals. So I’ve been playing a lot lately with the frequency of the fairies.
[00:11:24] Now, how w- easy would it be to doubt that? You know, a fairy is Tinker Bell from Peter Pan. It’s not real. You know, I don’t believe in fairies, right? And then a fairy dies, um, according to the Peter Pan tale. But I invite you, if you’re someone who feels a connection to Mother Earth and you feel a connection to animals, the next time you’re in a forest, which I’ve always found is the place where fairies love to hang out the most, go into your heart.
[00:11:55] If you’re feeling any doubt or disbelief, feel the feels, breathe, release. It’s never good to carry around doubt. Doesn’t mean you have to believe in fairies, but you might as well release the doubt, right? That’ll help you get the clearer read of what it is you believe in, whatever that is. So if you’re carrying doubt or suspicion or I’m not sure, and it feels heavy in any way.
[00:12:15] If it feels light, then you’re in the energy of curiosity, and that’s beautiful. But if it feels heavy, if it feels constricting, if it doesn’t feel good in the body, feel the feels, breathe, release. Deep breaths, shh. Heart space. Ask the question, “Are there fairies here?” See if you get a yes or no. Be curious Be curious.
[00:12:36] Tr-trust but verify. And I like to say, say be open but verify what may be. Let’s say you get a yes. May I speak to one? Let’s say you get a yes. Ask them a question. Like right now I see fairies just out my window. Oh, I’ve just invited them into my office and they’re flying around my office. And even as I say this right now, there’s this piece of my brain that’s like, “Oh, the listeners are gonna be like, ‘Okay, Allyson, you see fairies flying around your office.
[00:13:08] Good for you.’ Like, pat me on the head. Sure you do, Allyson.” Okay? So there’s a piece of me that’s already in that doubt, but it’s not my doubt. I’m worried that you’ll doubt me. I’m very, very clear in my faith that fairies exist and I can communicate with them, but I’m not clear in my faith that you will believe me.
[00:13:31] But I don’t need that faith. That’s wounding talking. That’s telling me they might not believe you, they might think you’re crazy, they might not trust this. And it’s not for me to decide what you believe and what you don’t believe, and for me to try to control that, and for me to take on that responsibility, just like it’s not for you.
[00:13:58] All I can do is be clear and true to me and share with you what I feel called to share, which I feel like is in highest service to your highest and greatest good. And either that’s gonna lead you to a connection with the fairies that feels aligned for you, or it’s gonna lead you to something else. So I’m not here saying to you believe in fairies.
[00:14:20] I’m here just sharing my experience as it comes through, and you receive from this what you need to receive. It’s gonna be different for everyone. And the last thing that I have control of is how you receive it, and it’s none of my business. That’s only for you. That’s for you to receive. So the fairies are flying around my office, getting back to the fairies here, and I’m gonna ask them what message they have for us.
[00:14:50] I have no idea what they’re gonna say. I’m gonna channel the answer, and they say, “We Are here. Listen, everyone, we are here. We are a high consciousness being on Earth. We’ve been connected to Earth for a long time before humans were here. We know all the history. We know the evolution. We know the truth.
[00:15:19] Listen here. We know the truth about Earth, where it’s actually been. What is the real evolution and history of this planet? We know it. And we are here to protect it and enable it to heal and evolve to the new level in consciousness and to protect the animals so that they can live and thrive in unity and harmony with humans.
[00:15:42] It’s not a planet for humans. It’s a planet for the whole entire chain of life that is here, and all needs to respect each other. You all fit together like a perfect mosaic, and we need to heal and adjust those tiles that aren’t fitting in because they’re doing destruction to the planet, and they’re taking up too much space on the mosaic in a way that’s harming a lot of the tiles.
[00:16:18] And we need you light workers to connect with us, to help us, to help us heal What needs to be healed to help us make better choices and to help us lift up Mother Earth and all life on Earth. So we invite you to connect with us. Indeed, go to a forest, go to a body of water, go to a place in nature. That’s where we hang out.
[00:16:49] Look for circles. Yes, indeed. Fairies gather in circles, and the nature starts to develop around our circles. This is not random, and you will find circular shapes in nature that look just a little bit more circular than other parts of the naturally growing ecosystem. It doesn’t mean all circles were made by us, but some indeed were.
[00:17:19] So you can ask if you get curious, is that a fairy circle? If you get a no, it doesn’t mean we’re not there. It just means keep looking, and you don’t need a circle to connect to us. You can connect to us at any time from your office, from wherever. But if you’re on the newer side of this journey of connection, we invite you to go out into nature, which is a beautiful place to connect to your spiritual gifts and really feel them and connect to us, and we will indeed communicate back.
[00:17:52] You might hear it in your sense of hearing, your sense of sight, your sense of physical touch. Don’t rely on physical sight and physical hearing. Rely on your senses. Perceive what you receive. Be curious, and always ask your higher self for confirmation via a yes/no question. I thought I received this from the fairies.
[00:18:18] Did I get that right? We are waiting for you. Oh, beautiful. Thank you, fairies. So I live next to a beautiful fairy forest that has all sorts of fairy energy, and I’m always in there looking for circles just for fun, not attached to it at all. And I’ve found a tree. You guys can’t even believe this tree. The whole tree has grown.
[00:18:44] It’s old. It’s an old, beautiful, amazing tree that I’ve always recognized. I always knew it was there. And I just noticed that it actually the whole thing is one gigantic circle. And I’m gonna be posting some reels on Instagram about it. So if you haven’t found me there, you can find me at Allyson Scammell.
[00:19:08] Give me a follow, and you’ll see my fairy reels. But there’s consciousness everywhere, and we Lightworkers are here to connect to it. It’s here to help and support and guide us. And part of the reason why we agree to incarnate on Earth, go into this duality consciousness, is so that we can get cut off from our spiritual gifts so that we can start healing our way back to connecting with them And I’ll say that again.
[00:19:42] We get cut off so we can heal our way back to connecting to our spiritual gifts and feeling that faith and going on the path. So we believe ten percent, then twenty-five percent, then thirty, and then up the scale until finally we are, you know, above eighty. I think, you know, as long as we have blocks inside of us and until we reach enlightenment in human form, the way the ascended masters have, there’s always gonna be a percentage or two that says, “Is this right?
[00:20:19] Have I gone crazy? Is this weird? Is this a coincidence? Is my m-mind playing tricks?” That’s part of it. And when you notice that, notice it because maybe there is an adjustment to the message. Maybe it isn’t exactly as you think. You know, our brain is here for a divine reason, and it can serve us. It can serve us in getting clearer reads from the divine.
[00:20:45] So it just means whenever you’re in doubt, there’s something that’s ready to be released, and you get to ask the question again. And if you’ve released a block, you’re raising your frequency, you’re opening your connection to the divine to higher levels, and you’re able to get the downloads and the receiving from a greater place of ease.
[00:21:06] So when I say you have to heal your way back to the faith in your spiritual gifts, what the heck does that mean? Well, I’m gonna share with you a experience I had with a client. Super profound. We were doing a past lifetime healing from a very big past lifetime trauma that took place here on good old planet Earth.
[00:21:35] And it was, like, I wanna say, like, the sixteenth century in Europe, like modern-day Germany area. And she was the village kind of healer, shaman, psychic, which back then a lot of villages had. You know, they, they relied on the person in the village with the very connected spiritual gifts because it was how they survived, to know when the bad weather was coming, to help people heal energetically, to let them know if there was gonna be an attack on the village.
[00:22:14] Well, she had cultivated such a connection with her community that they all really trusted her because a lot of her intuitive insights had ended up landing. She was able to heal a lot of people in the village. Uh, energetically, and so they all very much looked up to her as sort of a wise elder, an intuitive elder, where they could go to when they needed that type of support.
[00:22:42] Well, she had a sit spot out in nature that she would go to to just sit, and that’s where she would get her connections from the divine, her downloads. And she apparently had a routine where she would like to go a certain time of the year or a lunar cycle, uh, you know, maybe, I, I don’t know exactly, but say she was going every new moon to go in her sit spot, and she would sit for some time to receive these intuitive insights from the divine.
[00:23:14] Well, one day she woke up, and the divine tapped her on the shoulder and said, “It’s time to go to your sit spot.” But it was, it was outside of her normal cycle. And she thought, “Oh, this is odd. I don’t normally go at this time, but let me go, and maybe there’s something important that wants to come through.”
[00:23:32] And then when she got there, they said, “You must remain here for several days,” which was also unusual, but she was very surrendered, so she said, “Okay.” So she went to her sit spot, she stayed for several days, and then she returned to the village. And when she got back, it was completely destroyed. Raiders had come in while she was gone, killed, kidnapped, and, you know, killed the men, kidnapped the women and children, and basically it was destroyed.
[00:24:06] So you can imagine the level of trauma and devastation this would bring someone. But the biggest wounding was around, “I did this. This was my fault. They trusted me to protect them, and when they needed me most, I was gone. I was the only one not here. I didn’t give them the heads-up, like, ‘Hey, raiders are coming.
[00:24:35] It’s time to fortify or it’s time to flee.'” And she very much felt guilty that she survived. At the very least, she should have been in the village, you know, enduring the calamity with everyone else. But more than that, why did the divine do that to her? Why on earth would it call her away in this way? Why would it allow this terrible thing to happen to her and to this village?
[00:25:15] And what we uncovered was she had had many lifetimes where she got… Something bad happened to her or her family for trusting or expressing her spiritual gifts. This is often called the witch wound. So she had many, many lifetimes where she was just accumulating these witch wounds without really healing them, because most people were coming to her for the healing, and she was neglecting her own healing, which is what can happen to any person, and especially to lightworkers, because we are often in a real energy of service to others.
[00:25:57] And she agreed on a soul level. Remember, we choose our lifetimes, we choose our soul contracts, which means we choose our big challenges. So she agreed to this lifetime on a soul level because she needed to create sort of a super trauma, if you will, that brought all of that wounding up from all of those lifetimes.
[00:26:21] And she had been collecting all of this wounding like baggage, and she wasn’t healing it. And then finally, she agreed to this super trauma lifetime. And then after she returned to the village, she crossed over not much after that. She was in old age, and she wasn’t able to survive on her own. And then, um, I think she very soon after that, if I recall, fell ill and then crossed over shortly after that trauma.
[00:26:52] So that means she carried all that trauma with her to the next lifetime. And then because she’d had many lifetimes of collecting this witch wound trauma, she then embarked upon many lifetimes healing the witch wound trauma. And typically, when you have that much trauma stored up, you can’t heal it all in one lifetime.
[00:27:15] It’s too much. You need many. So she went then lifetime after lifetime healing, but, you know, collecting wounds and then healing wounds. But then by the end of the lifetime, healing more wounding than she had collected. And that’s what the healing journey looks like, where you heal more than you collect, but it doesn’t mean you’re not collecting new wounds, right?
[00:27:38] We’re all on a healing journey in this lifetime, but it doesn’t mean we haven’t collected wounding in this lifetime. Of course, we have. But for most lightworkers here on planet, especially if you’re listening to this podcast and you feel connected to me, it’s highly likely that you are on a healing journey right now where you’re healing more wounding than you’re collecting.
[00:28:00] And so she and I were in this session, and I could see, like, she had all this blocked energy from all of this trauma and all of these experiences just at the surface, at the outer edges of her consciousness. And if you can feel it, you can heal it. And she could feel it. And we just did this massive release, releasing all this trauma, releasing all of this baggage, and we just released it away.
[00:28:32] Now, we didn’t release a hundred percent of it. I wish we could, believe me, and that it would just be snap your fingers, it’s gone. But it’s a journey. So we just healed a very nice portion of it, you know? So imagining your healing journey is like those old-fashioned phone books that we used to use before Google, before we just had people’s phone numbers saved in our smartphone.
[00:29:00] We used to look people’s phone numbers up in a phone book, and it was a big book with very thin pages. So you imagine every time we heal a block, we’re just flipping over one page of the phone book. But if we keep healing, we’re eventually gonna get through the whole book. And so we did this huge healing, and everything about it just landed for this client.
[00:29:26] She just– It just all felt so true. And then she started to actually remember this past lifetime. She remembered aspects about it once I sort of turned it on inside of her. Now, was I just planting the idea of this past lifetime, and then she was just, like, going with it? No. She could feel it. She could feel it physically in the body, and she could see it physically by the patterns it had created in this lifetime.
[00:30:00] She had so many patterns where she had so much wounding around the thought, “If I rely on my spiritual gifts, people will die. Many people will die, and it will all be my fault.” The type of wounding she had was very specific to what happened in this lifetime And when we healed all of this blocked energy right at her surface, she felt free.
[00:30:31] She felt like she’d just take- taken shackles off that she knew that she had on for lifetimes. And it’s not to say she doesn’t still doubt from time to time. She does. But her journey to faith is now so much more connected, so much more empowered, and she feels that faith more and more and more and more powerfully than she feels the doubt.
[00:31:03] This is our journey, feeling more faith in a day than you feel doubt. Not saying I can’t feel doubt at all in a day, ’cause you’re– none of us are gonna get there until we reach enlightenment. Until that point, we will feel doubt. We will ask questions, and the questions are good. It’s about not getting stuck and lost in the doubt and noticing when the doubt arrives to start asking questions.
[00:31:34] Feel it, because no matter what, doubt is low vibrational. It doesn’t serve you. Breathe, release, go back to the heart space. Higher self, are you there? Source, are you there? God, are you there? If you like to connect to a crossed over loved one, a crossed over grandparent, you know, connect to that grandparent.
[00:31:57] Are you there? Feel. Let your body– If you need physical proof, allow the physical sensations of your body be the physical proof. You know the difference between yes energy and no energy. Yes energy is expanding outward. Expanding outward doesn’t mean yes, joyful. The question can be, did you have past lifetime trauma?
[00:32:23] Or, or getting back to this story that I shared with my client, was this past lifetime experience real? Did she really have this lifetime? And when I check in my heart, I mean, it’s a painful story, but my heart is expanding outward in an expanse of yes energy. Yes, this lifetime occurred for her. And then I feel like I’m gonna move back.
[00:32:48] It’s a moving out, rocking back, leaning back in my chair. No energy constricts forward. You feel like leaning forward, hunching down, constricting, heavy, moving inward. So yes is out and no is in for the most part. And of course, all of our yes/no energy shows up a little bit uniquely for all of us. So start to get to know how your yes/no energy really shows up.
[00:33:16] And if you already have a sense, what’s the next level of that? How do you take it to the next level? You know, I’m a gifted channel, and I can channel pretty much any consciousness. I think that’s what makes my channeling abilities unique. If something is a living being of consciousness that has any amount of vibration to it, any amount of consciousness, it is likely I’ll be able to get some message from it, even if it’s very basic.
[00:33:46] And if I’m communicating with a high consciousness being, of course, then I can get very specific messages. But even with all those abilities, you know what I do throughout my every day, all day, every day? I’m always asking yes/no questions because it’s easy, and I know exactly how my body says yes and my higher self.
[00:34:03] ‘Cause remember, our physical body is connected to our spiritual gifts. It knows our soul curriculum. It knows the soul journey, the soul DNA. So your physical body is a very intuitive instrument. So I know how my physical body says yes and how it says no. I know how my higher self says yes or no. So all day long, just to make it easier and more integrated, I just ask yes/no questions So I invite you to try the same.
[00:34:37] And the last point I just wanna share, and man, I hope this is recording . Please let this be recording, is why this is so important now. It’s so important to be questioning your faith and cultivating your faith. It is a cultivation. It is a healing journey towards faith. We heal our way towards belief And as we move into the Sleeping Phoenix era It’s gonna be one of humanity’s greatest lessons is cultivating faith, because we’re moving away from external authority to individual sovereignty.
[00:35:24] So moving away from other people telling us what to do and us listening to individual sovereignty, which is listening to the voice of the higher self and being led by that. So cultivating that faith in your spiritual gift of intuition and in the voice of your higher self is gonna be key and essential.
[00:35:49] It’s gonna be your greatest power, and this is exactly what I teach and mentor and activate inside Soul Blueprint. So if you’re curious ever about what Soul Blueprint is and how it works with your human design and how it can actually show up in your life and your business, book a time to chat with me.
[00:36:10] There’s a link in the show notes. Book a quick call, and we can explore whether this is the right tool and the right time for you And when we move into the Sleeping Phoenix era, which we are already in, we’re in a transition now, so we’re already there, but it officially begins early next year, twenty twenty-seven.
[00:36:33] The human design chart itself is mutating away from the spleen center as the sort of energetic center of the chart to the emotional solar plexus. What that means is we’re moving away from that spleen center, which is about survival, where we hold a lot of fear, where we hold a lot of intuition. And so the shadow of a high intuition is a lot of doubt.
[00:36:58] So you might even want to look at your human design chart. Do you have a lot of definition in your spleen? I do. So that means you could carry a lot of fear and a lot of doubt of your intuition. And even if you have a lot of openness there, that’s where you’re subject to a lot of conditioning. So do you have any conditioned thoughts around, “I cannot trust my gifts.
[00:37:19] I cannot express my gifts”? So we’re moving from those frequencies and definitely on a pathway in this mutation to heal any of that shadow and move into that high expression, and we’re moving into that energy of the emotional solar plexus, which is fueled on faith. Faith in your connection to the divine, faith in your ability to turn energy into form or to manifest.
[00:37:48] And this is the center where we hold faith. We hold the energetic resonance of faith. And so this means that as you set intentions, I intend to earn this much money in a month, I intend to live a healthy life, I intend to manifest a romantic partner, I intend to fill in the blank. In order to manifest any of those things, you have to have the faith that it’s possible.
[00:38:18] You know, even putting it in very three D terms, if you want to run a marathon, you have to believe that it’s possible for you to finish. Even if like one percent of you believes, zero percent of you believes that you can run a marathon and finish, you will not be able to finish that marathon. You wouldn’t even try, right?
[00:38:44] We have to have faith in anything in order to successfully manifest it. So as we evolve to higher consciousness and move into this Sleeping Phoenix era, our ability to turn energy into form or consciously create our experiences is getting more powerful, and it’s ex-it’s expanding And so as part of that, we are being asked to amplify our faith, connect to this energy of the emotional solar plexus, set the intentions for more health, wealth, abundance, connection, love, growing to the next level, being seen, being visible, having a greater impact, and then holding that faith that these intentions are possible as we’ve intended or in some way better.
[00:39:40] Being in those frequencies today of your dreams of tomorrow, which is how we manifest, and it’s how we attract those dreams into our experience So to recap, if you feel like you are going through a crisis of faith, big or small, start asking questions. Higher self, are you there? Do a little experiment with the fairies and tell me how it goes.
[00:40:13] DM me or send me an email, allyson@allysonscamble.com. I would love to hear about it. Then ask the question, do I have any witch wounding that’s ready to be healed? If you’re really serious about getting on this path, join me in Soul Blueprint. We do all the witch wound healing, and we reconnect you to your higher self, and we get you ready, truly ready and aligned to the amazing energy that’s available to us in this Sleeping Phoenix era.
[00:40:48] And my invitation for you this week is to start asking questions. Is there any part of my spiritual journey that’s in doubt? If you get a yes, what is it? Invite yourself to heal. And then my second invitation for you is to be curious and open and connect in with the fairies and just see what unfolds.
[00:41:18] With curiosity, love and light, spend some time out in nature. Connect in with them. I would love to know what messages you receive back. That’s a wrap for this week. I hope you received something from this episode that truly serves you in a deep and meaningful way. And until next time, may you always be returning to soul alive. If this episode stirred something deeper, you’ll find a link to book a Soul Blueprint Connection Call in the show notes.
00:23 Episode Setup Glitch
01:40 What Crisis Means
02:55 Duality Versus Unity
06:00 Breath And Questions
08:14 Belief Before Seeing
11:21 Fairy Connection Practice
14:43 Channeling Fairy Message
19:13 Healing Builds Faith
21:15 Witch Wound Story
31:24 Body Yes No Signals
34:37 Sleeping Phoenix Era
39:40 Invitation