Healing a Past Life Vow of Poverty: Unlocking Your Abundance with Laura Michelle Wolff

[00:00:00] When you find the origin story and you pull it, the whole sweater unravels and, and you’re, you, you might still have little vestige stuff, but the, once you get the big one, it. Changes everything. And so in this li, in that lifetime, I had been royalty for years. Born into it, multi-generational opposite of this lifetime, right?

[00:00:22] Very wealthy, billionaire, wealthy, uh, rulers of the kingdom, the whole nine yards. And. It has that French lip revolution feel, although I agree with what you picked up is that it was before that, but not too far before that. But this, that lifetime, I knew, uh, things were wrong. I knew, um, we should be doing things differently and I didn’t act on it.

[00:00:48] I don’t, I probably wouldn’t even have known how to act on it. But what happened was. Welcome to Soul Guide Radio, a podcast for soul guided leaders, influencers, and entrepreneurs. Here to bring about change on a massive level. We’ll explore how you can activate your big soul mission. Amplify your spiritual gifts.

[00:01:13] And clear the energy blocks weighing you down so you can gain unstoppable momentum in life and business. I’m Allison Scammel, your host and soul guide.

[00:01:31] Welcome, Laura Michelle. Hi, you. Thank you. Are the soul inspiration behind this episode? Well, I shouldn’t say soul. You are the, um, in the sense that I’ve been wanting to do an episode on this for some time, but you were like the key to unlock the door to make it happen. Great. Great. Happy to do it even though I don’t know what I did.

[00:01:58] So we were talking, is it okay if I share that? Yeah, you can share anything. Okay. Yeah. You and I have known each other a long time. Yeah. You were a guest on my second podcast. Mm-hmm. A long time ago. Long time ago. So I feel very blessed. We’ve known each other a long time. We know a lot of people in common.

[00:02:19] Mm-hmm. Yeah. And so, um, you know, we’ve helped each other out through the years. I consider Laura, Michelle, a peer, a client, a teacher, like all the things. And so work, we’re working together now. And you had mentioned as we were preparing for a private session together, that you had uncovered something.

[00:02:46] About, uh, a past lifetime vow that you made to yourself and that vow from the past lifetime was a vow of poverty. And I wanna dive into that because I see it so often with clients and if you, if we make something like that, a vowed poverty in a past lifetime, if we don’t. Release that vow it will carry with us from lifetime to lifetime.

[00:03:17] To lifetime. So I would love for you to share before we get even to the vow, like what led you to even know that there might be one? What, what? Describe how this has shown up in your life that led you to the point of saying, wait a minute, there’s gotta be something. This has gotta have a longer tail. Than just this lifetime and I need to see what’s really happening.

[00:03:47] Yeah. Um, so money is the theme. I think everybody has like one area of life that’s your, um, testing ground and drives you nuts and all of those things. And, uh, mine is, uh, um. Around money and finances. I come from, you know, my mom and my dad’s side were very poor. My dad’s side the most poor, like literally picking in the cotton fields kind of poverty.

[00:04:16] And um, so it’s been a lifelong search and a lifelong struggle. And I’ve had many. Healers work with me and, um, I’ve asked a lot of questions, so I found a lot of layers, but it has really peaked. This year. I, I made some changes. I started a publishing company and the economy and all the things just converged to make it so intense.

[00:04:44] Um, I started asking that question again, and I’ve been asking where is the origin? I would find, you know, back and go back a little further and go back a little further or find a different past life or a different memory. My sister also has the same issue and she’s working it, so we share like, oh, I found this and I found that, but I didn’t feel like I was getting to the origin.

[00:05:12] The one that you could pull and it would unravel the sweater, you know, that main one. And so I found one prior and I intellectually went through it, but when I started working with you and everything is escalating, and I started asking again, um, we going through, um, soul Blueprint back in digging mode.

[00:05:39] Yes. A a asked again. Felt it felt it more, but I also felt like it was far too big. It was just too big for me to do. A lot we can do by ourselves, but uh, these, these big ones need help someone to hold the container. Someone’s skillful and someone I trust and I don’t trust automatically. So we, I do trust you ’cause we’ve worked together for so long and before.

[00:06:06] Um, so that’s what drove it, is just. Frustration. Like I know that this is buried somewhere and I can’t access the whole thing. Yeah. Um, so. I would love to talk for a sec about past lifetime trauma and how it often shows up in a current lifetime, not as big T trauma, but as little T trauma. And sometimes if you get a little enough little teas added together, it can snowball into something that feels like a big T.

[00:06:43] And what I mean by that is the big trauma being like something that really triggers big, painful. Trauma response and wounds very low vibrational, very difficult to process in the moment. Little t trauma being more not as intense and emotional pain where you can process it in the mo in the moment a little bit more easily.

[00:07:05] And certainly that’s the kind of trauma that you can work on by yourself, that you can’t have a, a self-healing practice, that you can release the big stuff. You really, that’s when you can’t operate on yourself anymore. Yeah, right. As you were saying. And you really need to go with a skill, especially like the listeners of this podcast are old souls.

[00:07:26] They’re skilled lightworkers, they’ve done a lot of work on themselves. So they need a healer that understands their long journey and the sophistication and what might need to happen to actually heal. ’cause sometimes it is really. Tricky. You know, there’s a lot going on. Yeah. There is a lot going on and it comes with strong emotions and, um, there’s been too many times that I was being coached or even in therapy where the facilitator was not comfortable with the level of emotion, just that.

[00:08:06] Energetic wave that can come through like a sound, uh, like a sonic boom, you know, a very intense, like short-lived, but intense flash of emotion that’s been old and ancient and it’s, it’s just intense and thick. And, um, not everyone can hold the. The, I’ll say the walls of the container while that blows through.

[00:08:31] It’s like an atom bomb is the image I see. Yeah. Yeah. And so you have to have someone who can stand steady through that and hold that space while. Whatever needs to happen can happen. It just happens. But we have to hold space 100%. And I have told this story before, but I definitely recall the time that I was in a group coaching call with like 200 people on the line, and a very famous coach was coaching me.

[00:08:58] I’m not gonna say the person’s name. Um. And they wanted me to share. I had referenced my near-death experience in a question that I asked her I had submitted in advance, you know, one of those things. Oh yeah. So she picked my question to answer and she said, tell me the story of your near death experience.

[00:09:14] I had never told the story publicly. I was still very much processing it. I was still very much in some big T trauma around it, and I told her on the call. Four times, Laura Michelle, that I don’t feel comfortable telling the story. Yeah, it’s just not, and she thought that me telling the story was gonna be some sort of breakthrough and it was gonna break me through to the other side of whatever it was I needed to go.

[00:09:39] I don’t even remember what my original question was. And so she. Kind of forced me. I didn’t have the power to tell. Yeah. A famous person, New York Times bestselling author person. No. Yeah, a fifth time. I would tell her four times. So that’s pretty great, right? Yeah. Yeah. I’m impressed you. Nothing that long.

[00:10:01] She finally pulled it outta me. And then when it was over, ’cause she was expecting me to see a say, expecting me to say I got hit by a bus. And then I saw my late Aunt Martha, and then I decided I was right, wasn’t my time to go. And I popped back into my body. Right. And that’s, as you know my story, that’s not at all.

[00:10:19] No, sorry. And so I told this horrible version of this story ’cause I was so nervous. And then she said, are you ready for this? She said, next caller, please. Oh. Oh, no. Yes. Oh no. So it is truly a thing, and I’m glad we’re talking about this because it’s not just about finding the doctor to operate on you when it’s time, but it’s really finding the right doctor.

[00:10:49] Uh, it it is and it needs to be like. Maybe we should talk about this more as an industry. It’s okay to hang up or walk away because I had a, I had two instances. One coach, I was crying my eyes out, had come to the call. I was very upset and triggered over something and, and I was trying to find the words and she was pushing, pushing.

[00:11:14] And finally she said, you know what? You’re just not coachable. And I was like, whoa. It’s like a bucket of ice gets poured on you, right? It just. All the doors slam and you’re wounded again. And the other one I was in a deep past life, um, unfolding. And the woman said, well, I just, I’m giving details. And she goes, well, I Googled that and I think it was this.

[00:11:39] And I was like, I’m in the process of this. And you are on Google looking up in irrelevant detail. Oh, no, no. So yeah, shop around and don’t be afraid to change. Change cookies, go elsewhere. Such a beautiful, I always, I wanna do an episode for Soul Guide Radio called The Coaches Who Wound Us. ’cause I’ve had so many clients.

[00:12:06] Yes. And you know what, I’m really sorry to say this, but from my experience and from my many, many clients I’ve coached, it’s mostly the big name coaches that have done, yes. Not all, not all, but like a lot of, there’s a pattern there. There’s a pattern there. Mm-hmm. Because, you know, there’s a, I think there gets to be a lot of ego and you kind of think you’re invincible.

[00:12:27] And too many people, too many people mm-hmm. Containers get too big. Exactly. Because like back in my example, what I had open was a big can of worms, which she should have never even opened, but she did. Right. And then it was still and soon zip you up the handle. Yeah. With 200 people on the line. Mm-hmm. So what she should have done and said, okay, that’s kind of more than I had.

[00:12:49] Bargain for Allison. Mm-hmm. But what I’m gonna do is I have this coach here who’s helping me with the call. When this call’s over, she’s gonna call you and you can work this through. Yeah. Or something like that. Yeah. Instead of next caller, please. Yeah. Yeah. Like, here’s your bucket of ice water, and now we’re gonna slam the doors and create more wounding on top of wounding.

[00:13:09] And Exactly. Bye-bye now. Take care. Then like just not just like. So totally, totally uncomfortable. So such wise advice to just say, no, you can hang up. Like you can hang up if they’re really trying to prod you. If you’re on an open line with other people and you just, oh yeah. Sharing it with other people is triggering you.

[00:13:31] You can hang, I wouldn’t have been, I wouldn’t have been able to, uh. In their situation with that, I wouldn’t have been able to, um, I would’ve spilled my guts and ended up wounded again. That’s a lot of pressure. It’s a lot of pressure. It’s a lot of pressure. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Mm-hmm. It is. And it is super wounding to share a vulnerable story when you’re not feeling ready.

[00:13:53] So yeah. What I love about your story, Laura, Michelle, and your journey to healing your money wounds, which, um, we were talking before the call about. The Chiron return and how, uh, as part of your Chiron in your astrology, you can have replacement. Yeah. Yeah. What did you call that? It’s not an unhealable, I don’t believe in unhealable wounds, but it’s unhealable in the sense that.

[00:14:21] It’s wounded healer archetype from the myth of Chiron. It everyone has it in their chart and it’s unhealable in the sense that it’s a repetitive pattern that re replicates until you find peace. So the process is acceptance through compassionate curiosity, and then the symptoms and the replication ease and then you can pull the gifts from it ’cause it has gifts in it.

[00:14:52] So all my struggles with money, I’ve taught money classes, I’ve coached money people. I’ve been a shame buster for now, probably 10 years of helping people bust the shame around debt. And, um. Just money in general. Judgements about wealthy people, like find so much peace because I am been in so much pain trying to unravel this pattern.

[00:15:18] So it’s, we have to accept that the pattern, we see the pattern usually ’cause we’re going from healer to healer to healer to healer and trying to find why won’t this pattern stop? It’s that pattern where you’re like, this again, I thought I already dealt with this. And it’s so painful and it feels unfair, and we can feel victimized by life.

[00:15:38] Um, so once we accept it and with, and then compassionately curious, employ curiosity and explore it, and then we’re like, okay, well. This is a thing in my line. It’s here for whatever reason. Let me at least accept it and love the all the ugliness of it. And then as soon as that is really done, then you’re like, oh, I can take all this going from healer to healer, to healer to healer, and all this obsession, trying to change this pattern, and now I can really serve.

[00:16:12] People who have the same issue, whether it’s a pattern for them or just a wound. ’cause you’re not afraid of it anymore because you’ve really just accepted the entire thing. So unhealable in the sense that it, it doesn’t go away, but it transforms and then becomes it alchemizes, I guess would be a good word.

[00:16:32] We can out it. Love it. Yeah, love it. And so to put a Soul Blueprint lens on all that, and I love how Yeah. Like all of these spiritual methodologies from a human design, astrology to blueprint to jean, keys to fill in the blank. Yeah. I love layering them on top of each other, and it just creates a clearer and clearer and clearer picture.

[00:16:54] So I would call like what this money wound that Laura Michelle has, and I just wanna reflect back. I’m a huge believer and we find our biggest gifts in our biggest woundings. I meant Laura Michelle’s a brilliant person to heal you on money and to help you tap in your abundance. I mean, I just experienced it like.

[00:17:13] A couple days ago when you left me a Vox about wanting to become a billionaire philanthropist. Yes, I dream John. She never heard like those two words together. I mean, I, the concept of it, of course, but like, and I was like, oh my God, she and you just saying those words to me. It’s something that I’ve wanted my whole life to be able to have, not just be generous, giving back with my know-how and my empathy and my energy.

[00:17:38] Sure. But I wanna generally sleep, give back with money. Yeah. But in a really smart way. Not throwing money at a problem, but really smartly giving people money in key places who can, yeah. That money and transform their own lives. And then. Be a force multiplier for good to, you know, uh, uh, carry it on to give it on then to others so it ripples out and you contagious well.

[00:18:08] Exactly. And you just saying those words to me activated me. And that’s really spiritual gift of leadership at play when you were just being, you weren’t thinking about it, you were just saying. Mm-hmm. I You were just sharing, I dream of being a billionaire philanthropist. You sharing, and you were just, in your true essence, you didn’t have filters up.

[00:18:29] Masks up. Mm-hmm. And weren’t hiding. You were being the true essence of Laura Michelle. Yeah. And you activated me. And guess what? I went and told my business bestie, who’s a successful entrepreneur, and I activated her and I bet you she told some few people and activated them. So just so perfect. So like, I just wanna reflect back.

[00:18:47] You do have amazing gifts just that I’ve experienced. On this topic, but I do wanna go back. Yeah. So we have this vow Poverty. Yeah. And so in Soul Blueprint, you learn about the five key energy blocks or trauma wounds that we carry. There’s current lifetime, which you have from your childhood. Mm-hmm. From various points of your life.

[00:19:09] There’s past lifetime, which we’ve uncovered you have in abundance, and I want. To talk about in just a sec, the lifetime that you uncovered where you made this vow Poverty. The first one? Yeah. ’cause you carried the vow with you for many lifetimes. We also uncovered, then there is ancestral wounding, right?

[00:19:26] The third that we get from our lineage, our family lineage. So all the wounding that’s part of that. You know, we, we, we get born into our wounds. Then there’s the social conditioning. So that’s all the learning we get from our church and our school and our society and the news, and now certainly social media.

[00:19:45] All that wounding. Yeah, and to be honest, I would even put, like what we were talking about with these big name coaches, that’s kind of a, a socially conditioned wounding where they’re like the big chieftain, you know, they’re the guru and we’re the followers, but they’re actually wounding us instead of healing us.

[00:20:01] I would put a lot of that into socially conditioning. That’s creating energy blocks. And then lastly is wounding and blocks from other planets, other, uh. Planetary systems we’ve lived on, not in human form. So those blocks actually take on a little bit of a different characteristic. Yeah. But let all of the above.

[00:20:23] All of the above. And so when I tapped into this wound, which I think is part of your Chiron. Is it Chiron wound? How do you call it? It’s a, yeah. Yes. I would call it that. Yeah. ’cause it’s just repetitive and deep and lifelong. It’s in the money house in my astrology chart and, okay. Okay. Yeah. So in, so Blueprint, I would call that one of your key core wounds and it does all the things the core wound does.

[00:20:47] All the things you were just describing. Definitely. Yeah. I, I uncovered that you basically have all five of the wounds are activated. Yeah. Um, with this particular, uh, core wound where we’re talking about this money wound. So take us through, and this is what I really wanted to talk to you about, ’cause I’m seeing this pop up so much with clients recently where, take us through the lifetime that you uncovered where you made this vow power.

[00:21:16] Yeah. What happened in that lifetime? Yeah. So in this life or that lifetime, I’m in this lifetime, where am I like that lifetime, um, really felt like the origin story for me. And I know from experience when you find the origin story and you pull it, the whole sweater unravels and, and you’re, you, you might still have little vestige stuff, but the, once you get the big one, it.

[00:21:40] Changes everything. And so in this li, in that lifetime, I had been royalty for years. Born in, born into it, multi-generational opposite of this lifetime, right? Very wealthy, billionaire, wealthy, uh, rulers of the kingdom, the whole nine yards. And. It was, um, it has that French lip revolution feel, although I agree with what you picked up is that it was bef before that, but not too far before that.

[00:22:13] But this, that lifetime, I knew, uh, things were wrong. I knew, um, we should be doing things differently and I didn’t act on it. I don’t know, I probably wouldn’t even have known how to act on it. But what happened was, is the. Community, there was uprising. Um, the palace that we all lived in, I feel like there was a lot of family.

[00:22:40] Some were killed, others were whisked away, like out the back doors to, to go with relatives. Some just scattered to who knows what happened to them. But it was very violent and very sudden, and I. Had that horrible feeling of, see, I didn’t do anything. I knew I should have done something and I didn’t. And now look.

[00:23:02] And so I was, um, hidden and you know, I have these flashes, like of images of walking on roads, like dressed in like nondescript clothing, like in hiding in, um. In disguise is the name I was trying to think of, but not even in like a carriage or anything, just moving by foot at night. Stealthy to get to some relatives.

[00:23:32] Absolutely stunned and shocked and frozen and terrified. No idea what was gonna happen next. Um, so once I land, wherever I landed, I. Was through reflection, probably people told me, it dawned on me. It finally broke through to me how callous and cruel our family had become, that we were, we were, um. Tyrants, like use the people to make the money, and then said it was our money and everything that we see happening very loudly today in the 1% versus the 99 90 9%.

[00:24:15] And the 1% doesn’t get it. And I didn’t get it. And once I got it and it, and it hit me. The horror of it all and the, the death and the destruction and the callousness in that moment, I can feel that viscerally, but I’m not having an emotional reaction to it now, so I know that it’s cleared, but I am aware of the intensity of like never be, never have money again.

[00:24:43] Money, people with money are hard. Horrible and so never have money because money, I blamed money as the problem, right? We pin it on money. We still do. It’s not all the things, it’s the money is the problem. It’s not the money, it’s the person wielding the tool of the money. But I was like, I will never have money again.

[00:25:05] I can’t. I’m so horrified by all of that and so much regret and shame and. Just the terror of it all. And also, um, not only don’t have money, um. If there was another piece of it, but it has left me in the place of, I can only have, it’s dangerous for me to have money, but it’s also dangerous for me not to have money because you can die if you don’t have resources.

[00:25:33] So it was like stuck in this place of just survive. But if more money comes in, make sure to get rid of it because money’s bad. People with money are bad and horrible. Um. So just let in just enough to survive. And I know I’m forgetting a piece of it may come to me. Well, I think one base piece was, oh, the irredeemable.

[00:25:59] This is Irredeemable. Yeah. I’m irredeemable unforgivable. I can never forgive. That’s unforgivable. Yep. Yeah, that was, I knew there was a strong piece to it, so it’s like we are bad and horrible. People with money are bad and horrible. Never ever have money again. And you can never be forgiven. This is ir.

[00:26:14] You’re irredeemable. There’s no way to. Ever atone enough? Regret enough, give enough that it’s so awful. You’re just absolutely irredeemable. There’s no hope for you. You’re unforgivable. The whole thing is unforgivable. So isn’t it incredible here you unveiled all of these belief systems mm-hmm. To include a vow of poverty in all of this stuff, you carried forward not just to this lifetime, but for several lifetimes after this particular lifetime time.

[00:26:48] So yeah. Built hundreds indicators, it got stronger. So, of course, like, I mean, it’s, it’s, it’s also a testament to your, the, you know, our biggest. Uh, darkness is also pointing us to our biggest light. So it shows you like what an actual power house you are to actually even overcome these limiting beliefs the way you have.

[00:27:13] But we don’t wanna overcome them now we wanna heal them and rewrite them and reveal our truth. That’s, you know. Yeah. Usually when we heal, what’s revealed is our truth. So we went in and we cleared the blocked energy from current lifetime, past lifetime. And you’ve already done, you know, you after, you know, 45 years or more of your kind of focused healing on this.

[00:27:34] Yeah. Um, we went in and cleared these five major areas that I was talking about, and when we got to the past lifetime healing, I had you. Go back to this particular lifetime. Mm-hmm. And ask that former version of yourself to. Forgive herself and to release the vow. How did that go? Yeah, that was hard at first because it was so, it’s like those moments become like a, a flying amber that just so stuck and so solidified that really the, the reaction was how in the world could you ever, how could you ever forgive?

[00:28:17] How could I ever let go of it and what. Your program does, and what you’re, you do is you remind that the, the fixing or the unwinding or the goal can, can be completed now. Like everything I couldn’t do then you did this on a different one. We did too. Everything I wanted to do then like. Not, it is not atoning now, but doing it differently, taking money and really, like you said, leveraging it for good with the in sustainable ways that are respectful of the people that you’re helping and build structures instead of just tossing money that ruins everything.

[00:29:03] Um, ’cause unstructured money does ruin things. So once I was like, no, we can still change it. Because time doesn’t exist either. So all the wishing and the wanting of, why didn’t I do something? Why didn’t I do it differently? Well, I can still do that, but I have to let go of the. The lockdown first. Like, we have to let the money in to do good with it.

[00:29:32] It has to be here. Can’t do it without it. So we, and so it’s like she gets to have that. I was thinking about it while we, we were on a break. Like it’s a second chance of all second chances that often our lives end with our dreams unfulfilled. And you’re very good at prompting to, no, you can still do it.

[00:29:55] It just, it just took a, a, there was just a gap that all those talents, and then the second part is bringing all those skills that she had forward because I couldn’t see that. ’cause I was so stuck in the horror of it. Like, no, she was. Had nervous system capacity to handle billions equivalent of billions of dollars and manage it and direct it and be the boss of it.

[00:30:22] And, um, how she was being the boss of it wasn’t great, but it doesn’t mean she’s not a good boss. So bringing all that forward it, and then she was like, oh, I can still fix it. Okay, so I can forgive it because I can now do things that I didn’t get to do then to address that. Um, inequality, the wealth inequality, which we are.

[00:30:46] So, I mean, literally astrologically, we’re in the same place we were during the American and the French Re revolution. So we are getting a second chance on a global scale, and now I’m getting a second chance on a personal scale. Yes. And when you told her that, wait a minute, you can still fulfill your soul mission, but you have order to do that.

[00:31:10] Yes. Yeah. Yeah. You have to release this vow and then. Was it not then where she was like, okay, I’m ready. Yeah. Then there was space for possibility before that. It was just like, this is horrible. I’m done. It’s done. You can’t fix it, it’s hopeless. But when you introduce that, you inject that like, oh wait, there’s another way to see this.

[00:31:34] There’s like 10 other different ways to see it, and so then hope comes back. And when hope is gone, you can’t do anything. So injecting it, just even a whisper of like, Hmm, really is that, is it really all gone? Is it really something we could do different? Then all of a sudden it’s like, oh, there is hope, there is possibility.

[00:31:54] There are other ways to see this and other ways to keep. Living the soul mission, which does go life to life, to life, to life. However you conceptualize that, it just continues on, and this is still an active chapter that I can be rewriting every moment, 100%. So beautifully said. And so after we did this healing, we checked in with your higher self for a message, and the message you got was.

[00:32:25] It’s all going to start rolling in and I will hold steady. Yeah, I wrote that on my whiteboard. Um, and after I got off the call with you, I had someone ask me for the, a link to someone who had a set a Chiron session, asked for the link to give to some people, and I had a beautiful testimonial on Facebook about that.

[00:32:53] And, um. I feel like there was something else, this talk, and this was like yeah, like recent, like moments right after the call. Moments after the call. Yeah. As we were wrapping up, uh, things started coming in. Someone was asking to like, oh, can I have the link? I wanna send this to a friend. It was so good.

[00:33:10] And then someone had left a, uh, a testimonial from their session yesterday, so, and I could feel it. And, uh, it, it, it’s a little like nerve sided, you know? You’re like nervous and excited at the same time, but also I feel confident that I can handle it. I know what to do. I can, and I can do it now. Yeah. So, yeah, huge, huge blessing.

[00:33:41] So beautiful. So. Then I asked you, because I think this is another important part of it, I actually asked your higher self, like what other buffalo steps, which is my word for homework, do you have for Laura Michelle, higher self and your higher self said, um, to do some whiteboarding. Um mm-hmm. Exploration into what you would do with a, if I handed you a million dollars, like what would you do with the million dollars?

[00:34:10] Like what’s the various ways you could spend it, invest it, save it, whatever. And then I got the intuitive hit to bump that up to 10 million. And the reason why I got the intuitive hit, it’s called, you know, my higher self calls it dream stretching where we don’t, you know, immediately go from like, oh, I can make.

[00:34:32] A hundred thousand dollars, let’s say in a year, and then tomorrow I’m gonna make 10 million in a year. Typically, we. Have glass ceilings and we have visions. Yeah. Of how much we have capacities. It’s like the whole big leap thing. We have our upper limit problem, and so to overcome what we think we can, are capable of achieving what we deserve, what’s even possible for ourselves, we have to stretch our container out.

[00:35:00] So instead of dreaming of a million, we dream of 10 million to really stretch that container out. And because. Why this is so important for you, Laura, Michelle, is because you’ve been living with this vow this whole lifetime and under those mm-hmm. Restrict, you know, those constraints and under those limiting beliefs.

[00:35:19] So now we need to write your whole story and you’ve been rewrite writing it, and this is part of the rewriting and really stretching out the container to make it really big to hold a whole hell of a lot. Yeah. And it’s on there, it’s on the whiteboard and I can feel the stretchiness of it. And also the, a glimmer of like that is really doable.

[00:35:45] Yes, it’s not, that’s not just. Out of the realm of possibility, absolutely not. It is doable. And that the, and then this is what I call what you just did, you just connected to the truth of your truth. Because we all know our truth. I know I’m worthy. I know that I’m capable of this and that and the other thing.

[00:36:03] But we don’t always leave it to be like we know it, but we don’t connect to the truth of it. But when we connect to the truth of our truth, that’s when it’s like the light bulb goes on and then, yeah. Amazing. Laura Michelle. How do you feel? I would love to know. I feel I feel tall. I’m not tall. I’m only, I’m only five, six, but I feel like tall.

[00:36:30] Um, for me, that tall feeling is when my higher self and my body and I’m on track and it’s the feeling of alignment. So it’s like, I’m looking at you at this level, but there’s this other level that I’m aware of that higher level. And I haven’t felt that in a while. It’s certainly not this year, just ’cause this year has been quite challenging.

[00:36:55] So, um, I feel really tall and I, more than that, I feel capable. Like it feels now like, oh yeah, of course this is a done deal. Of course we’re gonna to start, you know, snowballing ahead. Of course we’re going to. It’s not like I don’t need to be like, yeah, but will it, I don’t have any of that kind of. Self p to me type of energy, like of course it will.

[00:37:20] Don’t be ridiculous. Of course it of, of course it will. I love that. Yeah. Laura, Michelle, I would love for you to leave our listeners with an invitation. Oh. My favorite invitation to issue to people is ask more questions. The minute you ask a question, you step out of. The mind’s certainty of, I already know the answer.

[00:37:45] Like that woman, she decided, she already knew the answer. It was unfixable. Probably some of it could have been fixed in that lifetime, but she had shut the door to it. But when we ask. How can I see this differently is my favorite question to ask. How can I see whatever this thing is in front of me? How can I see this differently?

[00:38:06] What’s trying to happen here? What am I not seeing that if I saw it? Would change everything. Where am I blind? I’ll say that a lot. Show me where I’m not seeing what I need to see or show me where I’m not perceiving. So I would, when I’m stuck, I’ll walk through the day asking questions, question after question, and it lead.

[00:38:30] Down at their breadcrumb trails, right? You get a little breadcrumb answer, you go there, you follow another breadcrumb trail until eventually you get in front of the right person at the right time with your right readiness and things can change on it just in an instant like that. Questions? Questions?

[00:38:51] Beautiful invitation. I’m gonna take that one on myself. And how can our listeners find you? The best place to start with with me is with a human design session. It’s called a foundation session, but it’s really a coaching session. So we take your human design, we can look at your Chiron, we can look at all the things and get a.

[00:39:12] Uh, it’s rev revelatory. We can see where you’re stuck, why you’re stuck. And then because I have 25 years of experience, I can create, we can co-create a strategy for then what to do next. So it’s not just like, here’s a bunch of information, bye bye. It’s, here’s a bunch of information. Now here’s what you can do with it.

[00:39:33] So that’s planet human design.com. I have a, a book coming out December 6th. Um. Designed to captivate, which is focused only on the gates of the throat and your message and what’s aligned. Speaking. We create, we manifest from the throat, so it’s all focused on the throat. And um, that is, uh, December 6th. So Planet Human Design, the book is on Amazon.

[00:40:03] There’s no way I could remember that link. And, um, if you want to just. Learn more about my worldview and what I think about and the way I approach things. It’s Laura Michelle Wolf dot substack.com. Beautiful. Um, there is a publishing side of it, but that feels separate to this. I think I was gonna include publishing, but just go to Substack and find me there.

[00:40:26] Beautiful. We’re gonna leave all those links in the show notes and I really do encourage you guys to reach out to Laura Michelle for, uh, human design reading. She is brilliant. And grab that book. Um, by the time this is released, it’s gonna be, um, that book’s probably gonna be, um. You, you’ll be able to purchase, or I’m sure there’s a presale now.

[00:40:46] So there’s a pre-order now. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So get your book and get on her calendar and you will not regret it. Laura, Michelle, thank you so much for being on Z Guide Radio. Thank. Thank you. Thank you for having me.

[00:41:01] All right. That is a wrap for this week. Thank you so much for tuning in and. As always, until next time, may your soul guide the way.

[00:41:15] Hi, dear ones. Listen here. The Soul Blueprint certification program is a roadmap to becoming a more powerful coach, healer, writer, artist, or entrepreneur, and then earning more money. It’s the only certification program that reveals how to. Activate your five unique spiritual gifts so you can create massive soul aligned success in life and business.

[00:41:40] Learn more and enroll allysonscamell.com/soulblueprint. Or if enrollment is closed, you can join the Soul List, so you’ll be the first to know when the next cohort is opening up, and you’ll also be eligible to receive special high value bonuses. Again, that’s allysonscamell.com/soulblueprint.

00:56 Welcome

01:31 Introducing Laura Michelle

06:23 Exploring Past Lifetime Trauma

11:58 The Coaches Who Wound Us

13:54 Healing Money Wounds

20:23 Exploring the Chiron Wound

21:03 Uncovering a Past Life Vow

21:42 The Impact of Wealth and Power

23:53 The Realization and Vow of Poverty

27:13 Healing and Rewriting the Story

33:46 Practical Steps for Transformation

38:58 Final Thoughts and Resources